In our society no one likes my entire personality to consider me companion. well not entire world know me for that:).It’s tough but true, so I redefine myself and become researcher of me. When I was earning mom said don’t open about it people will greed things don’t value you.
Reasons not to marry
When I become bulky now you are not size zero. Now overage being perfectly alright even makes you imperfect by the people on earth. You eat, laugh, travel, walk but not able to start family. Where I go people ask for my marital status. I would say single they so no look like double waooo a joke.
Sharing to cure and less fatigue
In opening on this topic my give strength to a girl who are Alhamdulillah but by GOD will found way to make her up-to-mark to become mother.
Comparison while in down
If we choose single family we can’t say there is no imperfection in it. We all have we all live with it cope and become extra magnetic than before. This epidemic again attack me like any disaster previously affected me.
MY STRENGTHS AND HANDLINGS
I count my qualities I am singer, observer, researcher, writer, teacher, manager, organizer, financer etc.
GEM but rolling on bad directions
I do a lot I am Gem of my company but in our family mom dad could not approach to the right proposal till I became 40 and fat. Its not in control. I am struggling, still I love healthy food, I cook food, I serve food.
TRUE WAY IS A HIGH WAY HOW TO BALANCE
So whenever I fall off I just say it’s my fault God loves you he reminds me always eat slow, eat less eat when calm down. My too much business commitments make me lethargic and impatient towards foods. I hope some where I achieve my Goal. Tell myself of reducing weight path. Rest is in GOD hand. I am waiting for better to come and be my companion if any.
Thanks for being part of my little bored life.
